He_holds_mY_hearT_x33's Xanga

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 22:58:09 GMT

new xanga!!

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leave me lOve on that One!

<33

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 03:36:01 GMT

umm , updating DROP THE FUCKING DRAMA

THIS IS TO LINDSEY!

I wish everything could be the same again...we talked on the phone till 2 in the morning, laughed till we cried, spent hours just being together. But little did i kno you were using me to get to my best friend...

lets see anthony , tony , tim , ian miles , josh Who the hell is next . .

but you kno . . . .

went to the movies tonight!! hEll yEs! && all the drama is over, well at least it wasnt at the movies .

uMm . . my favOrite lOve sOng wOuld have tO be

TAKE ME TO THE CANDY SHOP . . .

haha!!!

we are talking to TIM and he told me he loved us , and that he isnt just saying that cause he is drunk . . but he told me he would do anything for me!!! aWw! i <33 tIm!

heading out! LaTeR <33!

Friday, February 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 02:59:40 GMT

well this is me && sara && megan! us sexy AsS's!!

dOnt be jEalOuS!

megan - barney

sAra - baby bop

me - Bj!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 22:22:24 GMT

updating with my brookie right next too! HelL yA! well we are thinking about our beloved missed ones , theres not much we can do sometimes besides cRy *

well today at school tony && sage alan sAveD my ass! because i almost got caught with cigg's on me! well the DuMb bitch didnt find anything on me! hahA!

&& i fucking HaTe GuYs .

umm . i seen mY bUbBy today . so happy! miss him like i missed brooke! so glad i GOT THEM BACK! haha!

well i could careless about all the drama , sorry gUys . . but i dont want to hear it anymore! i mean for real! i have MY true friends , even if my OLD friends dont like it . i basically feel i have lost lots of my girl friends . but i dont care .

<3!

tHe OnE && oNlY bRit 2 the kNeE!

tOmmOrrOw :: exciteD! <3!

P.S. he can HAVE HER! haha! uGLY bItchES!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 21:53:08 GMT

updating again . . . blah .

i hated valentines day . tOday i seen the mOst best ppl in the wOrld , sara && megan! or as i call em . Barney && Baby bOp . heLl YEs! i havent seen him , in over a week . i dont even know what to do anyways . sO i get to go back to school tommorrow. i am having thoughts about if i even want to stay at wayne . I want so bad to go to twlight , because i cant take wayne any longer!! way to much stress . . .

but i have thoughts about me && mY hIm* i at least hope he is mine . <33

&& i miss my bubby <3!

& i miss brookie! [ best friends forever! ]

im out like chesse in MeGanS lunchable .

<33!

plans friday :: i am excited !!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 00:28:48 GMT

well i am on my cousin's laptop! and i think it is really tight! lol

WELL hApPy VaLeNtInE dAyS! <33!

but i didnt get to see him today , so that really sucked . i have been at my mom's that past couple nights , or whatever. Yesterday i went out to lunch with my mother ,and aulbrey and martha!! lOl . IT was nice! we got pictures! hElL yEa! Then Ian Miles came over and i hung out with him for a while! lOl i love Him! he came over today too! blah! but ya! i am gettin off here so just comment back!

i come back thursday!! *

<3! jT's GaNgStA BiTch .

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 21:23:46 GMT

so i am updating!

i am offically retarded. Because i figured since there was no more dishwasher soap packets left i thought i could use REAL dish soap. Well 5 minutes after pouring the soap in , MY KITCHEN LOOKED like CHRISTMAS! haha. ya my dad took pictures , and said he is showing all my boyfriend how dumb i am! well thats a blonde move!! So dont use dish soap in the dishwasher!

well in snowed yesterday! i loved it! I ran outside to play in it , then i fell on my ASS! its all good though. So i hoping to get to see my lil sexy baby on VaLenTinEs dAy*

i really like him , and i dont know what all to dO! besides to just sit back and wait . .. but he are some quotes to some certain ppl , ill tell who they are too!!

these are tO him . . . .

meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control <3

because you make me smile like i never smiled before and i adore you <3

it's the waiting that's hard. and not knowing whether you're waiting for anything at all <|3

to sage alan . .

i cried because you wanted her over me.
but then i laughed because she's ugly ;)

me && the sAgE alaN i liked!

to Brooke . . . .

i think the first time we said something funny & we fell to the ground almost peeing our pants, we pretty much knew we were going to be best friends <3

over summer me and brOokie , we was on the phone with the one and only DuStIn ShANe!

this is to courtney which she said to me about at walmart!! i cant not fight with you anymore! we have came way to close , i love you court!

this is me and court! <33! i LoVe yOu*

well i am out like chesse in MEGANS lunchable!! haha!

i love you megan! <33!

<3!

B_gAnGsTa // and GaNgSta BiTch!

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 19:05:17 GMT

edit - dustin crossed over . . so did josh with dustin.

and the other boys are okay and they want us to be Joey is coming threw to his mom soon . i am not crazy i dont care what you think . this lady told us! JUST LOOK FOR THE STARS , its the boys!

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updatin there is nothing else to do! blah . . .

well this week was offically change your hair week. And i feel left out. sara dyed hers , megan cut hers , my cousin cut and dyed hers , amanda dyed hers , & my family all cut theres!!what the hell is that! i will do my hair next week && be different!

well last night my parents went out to dinner for my step - moms birthday , so i had amanda come over . Then jeff , ej , heather , candy all came over . Some shit got started , because anthony wanted to fight him over billards . and now they want ppl dead or some shit . . not things to fuck around about my fucking family!

besides all that drama , me and bethie && tIffany are okay! i think all the shit was stupid , and i believed some1 i never should of . HaHa! got her! & bEthie you wasnt the one who always took ppl to the office look WhAT ShE dId tO me!

i miss my brookie! so fucking much!

this morning i babysat joshua and made an easy $20!

i think i am goin to ask this guy to be my valentine , because i am SOO over SAGE! he likes that bitch annie webber and he can have her. i mean for real he said he wouldnt hurt me , i think when i guy says that they are telling you they are goin to hurt you. So me && him can just STAY FRIENDS!

but i cant say much about this other guy! blah . . . Besides he makes me smile and thats an important thing to me! *

I go back to school thursday . . . gEt uNgrOuNdEd lets hOpe On valentines day <33!

<3!

GANGSTA BITCH!

p.s .he has my heart!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 15:45:58 GMT

well i use to have this guy as a best friend , but shit happens . jUst like the matches say at frickers . if THIS person really cared about me then he wouldnt have lied . So i am done . 7 yrs down the drain . its okay i finally realized who was worth the pain and who isnt . You broke my heart . and i thought i could tell you anything .HAVE A GOOD LIFE WITHOUT ME! maybe this quote will open your eyes!

It's been hard to watch someone
I love change before my eyes and know
I can't do anything about it but it's sad to
remember the way we once were and
how we could have been.

i dont think i am appeal the court thing because i dont think some ppl are even worth . blah blah blah . . .

i am so hopin i can see this one person today!!

ill edit later! <33!

thats for my jT*

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 00:41:22 GMT

dUstIN sHanE , JoeY bruCe , Ian bAiley , Josh Flemming

R.I.P 10-30-05!!

&& I still have your picture in a frame
hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice
it`s driving me insane

missing someone gets easier everyday.
even though it's one day further from the last day you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will

yesterday's over..
even though the pain's not.
Nothin lasts forever..
so treasure what you got

THIS ONE IS TO MY JOEY!

i miss you so much baby!

After all is said and done, I still think you're amazing. I still cherish every moment I spent with you, every smile you brought to my face. I'll be forever thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if you had to be taken away too soon. See, you were my miracle. you were the fairytale I got to live.